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All of my notes are on my other computer and I don’t have anything remotely interesting to say off the top of my head right now… If anyone out there is interested, however, I have set the wheels in motion to buy the Honda Civic Hybrid. It should be here on Thrusday afternoon, the day after we refinance the house for the second time. We’re making too many financial decisions in too short a time period. I know we’re making mistakes, but I just want all of this stuff to be done with. Logic tells me I should have taken the car out on the highway again too. The first dealership only let me take it on the highway for two fucking minutes, from one exit to the next. I didn’t ask to drive it at the second dealership and I know I’ll regret it. I only got it up to about 69 miles per hour during the test drive, so I have no idea if it will even go to 70. Fuck. At some point you just have to say, “fuck it” though. Well, I’ve been saying “fuck it” a lot lately. I just want all of this stuff to be over with so I can get back to the new issue of Crimewave, the new Monkey Power Trio record, and all of my other half-completed, ill-conceived projects. I don’t want to drag a lot of this shit into the new year with me.